Things haven’t turned out the way that I would have hoped.

All I could do was sit there in the waiting room holding my pug and saying to myself, “lease not again, Curry please be ok, please not again, please be ok.”

I got word back from the vet and Curry had to be put down last Thursday evening.
After the ultra sound it was clear that she had been born with dysfunctional kidneys. It was amazing she had lasted as long as she had.

I miss her a lot. I have some really bad luck with dogs it seems.
It isn’t fair. But there is nothing I can do about it.

Thanks for your kind words. Sorry if the last journal was vague.

Thank you Sleepdep for being there with me during the hardest decision.
I couldn’t have done it alone.

Thank you :devShoJoeJim: for the picture *hugs* you are so sweet!!!
I was seriously like DAWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!
I’ll RoShamBo yah for it!!!

It is people like you guys that make me keep going ^__^

(Although some of you FUCK OFF!!! especially you ~illicrit seriously. Keep your opinions to yourself. You don’t know me.)

Anyway,
I am picking up on commissions again soon.
Needless to say I have a HUGE vet bill to pay off *sigh*

Just an update.
A little bitchy, a little odd, but my daily life is once again altered.
You never really realize how much something affects your daily activities until it is gone.


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Why do these things keep happening to me

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............................. maybe its me.

............. Please be ok



Things are not going so well...

I will pick up on my commissions soon,
Sorry I haven't been commenting or very active. The last 3 weeks have been a little confusing.

To my freinds....
Shoot me a email at my AOL or Gmail, I will be sure to check them.


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This part of the Journal for those that only give a damn about my art status,.......

The point of making a new journal is to post my commission status
I got three notes from people asking about my art status this morning….
Well no….. to be fair…
I got three notes this morning from people saying
"Where’s my art >: [ ??? "

(and let me say,..... 2 of them were REQUEST!!! Normally these things don't bother me...... but today I am cracking up)

Did everyone eat Unreasonable Flakes for breakfast? Or is this some national Holiday where we all get together and make demands? I am down with that ... really... I have been looking for an excuse to really wail at the people that decided to sell sea monkeys in the toy section and not the pet section at Wal-Mart.
Seriously? I am worried I might be missing out on a much needed holiday?

OK,..... sorry if I am taking out my frustrations on something.... I am in the middle of a really scary issue at home right now.

Commission Status - Paid

BalloonieCat – Coloring
BingoDingo – Complete (posted)
EvilDoomKitty – Complete (posted)
JunoLuver – Complete (posted)
Miikeee – Drawing
Sleepdep – 1) Inking Lines, 2) Complete, 3) Thinking

Waiting List - Pending

NightBlader
Snakefox


Man My iMAG is Busted